Monday, November 30, 2009

A Day in a Life

With sleepy morning eyes I descend the pint-sized bed, plod through a fragrant kitchen to the old back porch, opting for play over breakfast. Staring down long wooden stairs, thoughts of running for front pass quickly through and out for lack of immediate interest, overlooking barren yard, I decide on a more opportune time for escape. Inside aromas of cherry pie delightfully penetrate the walls and door, possibly intensifying my desire to stay. I make-believe play, merrily chanting, impatiently anticipating the arrival of my mooing mechanical cow or perhaps it was a barking dog, so much for the favorite. Either way, he moves too slowly for my busy self to tolerate.
Passing through the door to the fragrant kitchen, I poke a pudgy finger into fruity batter on the way to batman and robin, super heros of childhood, favorite toy in tow.
Tiptoeing by the crib, making note of the dozing baby, I'm careful not to wake him for fear of missing sacred dynamic duo dialogue.
Sensing my own impending nap time I now opt for the escape plan and scurry out and down creaking stairs all the way to front porch where I wait, singing silly songs, for the arrival of big yellow busses and laughing school kids and one teen girl relative whom I love to imitate; never quite experiencing the fullness of the wait, the teen awakens me from the oversized rocking chair. She escorts me up creaking stairs, and bids me goodbye.
With a belly full of pie evening happily arrives, with it the man of the house, such a lovely man.
Friday evenings the lovely bears gifts, fuzzy animal soaps that grow ever longer as I become squeaky clean. Finally, night-time ritual ensues, I lavish hugs and kisses all around, mommy, lovely, baby boy, before ascending back into pint sized bed. I reflect on the day and anticipate tomorrow; all in all, a good day.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Pepper Ann


Fuzzy brindle face, big pleading eyes
She had me at ruff
Although my mind was set on Wales
Scotland won my heart
Her time was short
As was her body
Compared to her head
Funny donkey dog
I loved you so
You surely knew that to be true
Or did you wonder that baneful
Frozen morning where I was
If time could be reclaimed
What a difference there would be
Nothing ignored, nothing unnoticed
No love unspoken
No icy grave

Friday, November 13, 2009

Girl in the Mirror

Today in my mirror,
 fine lines surround blissful brown
some are not so fine.
Where babies once roamed
grownups appear,
and the young guy I married
 is delightfully gray.
Cleverly disguised as chocolate brown
are a few gray of my own.
Somewhere in time
wisdom displaced foolishness,
 caution, abandon and
beauty, ashes.
Yet every now and then
 in my reflection, she emerges
young, scared,
oh so broken girl
I once was,
never to be again.
 Nor would I wish it,
neither lines nor blissfulness
 surround her eyes
but an all encompassing
vacancy
oh that I could hold her
and whisper future dreams
lovingly convince her of a
beautiful life to come
with husband and babies
wisdom and fine lines
chocolate gray hair and
brokenness no more.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

June Bug Tree

Solitarily, my faithful tree
rises small but sound,
devoid of leaves,
yet not of color
From my grungy window
I spy sunny blue
glistening my lonely tree
Outside I run, beautiful abandon
of old and smoke
Summer day into night
thread in hand I wait
not so patiently for my
winged friends,
 at the tree of love where
green and purple hard shells rest
Quietly approaching so
as not to frighten,
carefully I tie to the
jagged mini-blade leg
Around we spin
my friend and I
buzzing and telling of secrets
and fears
Baleful abandoned,
beauty embraced,
twirling and telling,
I am my June bug
My June bug is me